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3月3日 ~The Greatest Pain In Life~ The greatest pain in life is not to die,
but to be ignored. To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all. To have someone you care about so much throw a party and not tell you about it.  When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to his graduation. To have people think that you don't care. The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten. To be left in the dust after another's great achievement. To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi". When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits. When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you. Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better? Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?  Each of us has a part to playing this great show we call life. Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them. If you do not care about your friends you will not be punished. You will simply be ignored... forgotten... as you have done to others.
3月1日 ~What P*rnos Make Us Believe~ WHAT P*RNOS MADE US BELIEVE 1. Women wear high heels to bed. 2. Men are never impotent. 3. When going down on a woman 10 seconds is more than satisfactory. 4. If a woman gets busted m*sturbating by a strange man, she will not scream with embarrassment, but rather insist he have s*x with her. 5. Women smile appreciatively when men splat them in the face with sp*rm. 6. Women enjoy having s*x with ugly, middle-aged men. 7. Women moan uncontrollably when giving a bl*wjob. 8. Women always org*sm when men do. 9. A bl*wjob will always get a women off a speeding ticket. 10. All women are noisy f*cks. 11. People in the 70's couldn't f*ck unless there was a wild guitar solo in the background. 12. Those Bo*bs are real. 13. A common and enjoyable s*xual practice for a man is to take his half-erect p*nis and slap it repeatedly on a woman's b*tt. 14. Men always groan "OH YEAH!" when they cum. 15. If there is two of them they "high five" each other - and the girl isn't disgusted! 16. Double p*netration makes women smile. 17. Asian men don't exist. 18. If you come across a guy and his girlfriend having s*x in the bushes, the boyfriend won't bash seven shades of sh*t out of you if you shove your c*ck in his girlfriend's mouth. 19. There's a plot. 20. When taking a woman from behind, a man can really excite a woman by giving her a gentle slap on the b*tt. 21. Nurses suck patients c*cks. 22. Men always pull out. 23. When your girlfriend busts you getting head from her best friend, she'll only be momentarily p*ssed off before f*cking the both of you. 24. Women never have headaches... or periods. 25. When a woman is sucking a man's c*ck, it's important for him to remind her to "suck it". 26. As*holes are clean. 27. A man ej*culating on a womans b*tt is a satisfying result for all parties concerned. 28. Women always look pleasantly surprised when they open a man's trousers and find a c*ck there. 29. Men don't have to beg. 30. When standing during a bl*wjob, a man will always place one hand firmly on the back of the kneeling woman's head and the other proudly on his hip.  2月4日 ~Why Dogs Are Better Than Men~ Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public.
Dogs miss you when you're gone. You never wonder whether your dog is good enough for you. Dogs understand what "no" means. Dogs feel guilt when they've done something wrong. Dogs don't brag about who they've slept with. Dogs don't criticize your friends. Dogs admit when they're jealous. Dogs do not play games with you—except fetch. And dogs never laugh at how you throw. Dogs are happy with any video you choose to rent, because they know the most important thing is that you're together. Dogs don't feel threatened by your intelligence. You can train a dog. Dogs are already in touch with their inner puppies. You are never suspicious of your dog's dreams. Gorgeous dogs don't know they're gorgeous. The worst social disease you can get from dogs is fleas. Dogs don't make a practice of killing members of their own species. Dogs understand if some of their friends can't come inside. Dogs think you are a culinary genius. You can force a dog to take a bath. Dogs don't correct your stories. Middle-aged dogs don't feel the need to abandon you for a younger owner. Dogs don't mind if you do all the driving. Dogs don't step on the imaginary brake. Dogs do not care whether you shave your legs. Dogs aren't threatened if you earn more than they do. Dogs mean it when they kiss you. Dogs are nice to your relatives.  1月12日 ~Vampire Freaks~ Hey u should sooo go on this site...it rocks sox!
www.vampirefreaks.com Plus...im on there ahahaha So Rate me and leave me a comment My profile is...Xx_broken_faerie_xX =) Teehee much love all over the place and stuff Love meeee x-x  12月8日 ~Story of a girl~ Helloo!! Today has been a weird day!! I had fun in my mock art exam tho for once i actually did a decent piece of work and kept it!! hehe Found out my nan had to go back into hospital again trying to not let it get to me. I feel so guilty though i havent seen her since before i went to america which is like a month ago Ive been meaning to go see her just have been busy and forgot. Definatly gunna go tomoz...well today now!! Things in life are pretty good at the mo i think. Not much is playing on my mind Except for my damn coursework which has to be done. Worked out im behind with 16 pieces oppsy!! shall catch up thoo...im determined too!! Christmas is only...what...17 days or something. Life is whizzing by!! Break up next friday..woohoo cant wait... planning to go down to somerset and stay with my aunty for a few days. I love going there its super fun and plus i get to see caddy!! Well thats me done for today hope your lifes funky dory have fun and smile loadsa luv me!!  This is the story of a girl, Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! And while she looked so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her, When she smiles... How many days in a year? She woke up with hope but she only found tears. And I can be so insincere, Making her promises never for real! As long as she stands there waiting, Wearing the holes in the soles of her shoes! How many days disappear? When you look in the mirror so how do you choose? Your clothes never wear as well the next day, And your hair never falls in quite the same way- But you never seem to run out of things to say... THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL, WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD! AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER, WHEN SHE SMILES... How many lovers would stay? Just to put of with this shit day after day! How did we wind up this way? Watching our mouths for the words that we say. As long as we stand here waiting, Wearing the clothes of the souls that we choose! How do we get there today? When we're walking to far for the price of our shoes! Your clothes never wear as well the next day, And your hair never falls in quite the same way- But you never seem to run out of things to say!... THIS IS THE STORY OF A GIRL, WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD! AND WHILE SHE LOOKED SO SAD IN PHOTOGRAPHS, I ABSOLUTELY LOVE HER, WHEN SHE SMILES... Your clothes never wear as well the next day, And your hair never falls in quite the same way- But you never seem to run out of things to say... This is the story of a girl, Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! And while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her- This is the story of a girl; Her pretty face she hid from the world! And while she looks so sad and lonely there, I absolutely love her, When she smiles... This is the story of a - girl! Who cried a river and drowned the whole world! And while she looks so sad in photographs, I absolutely love her, When she smiles... When she smiles. ~money~~Money~
~It can buy a house...
 But not a home~ ~It can buy a clock...  But not time~ ~It can buy you a position...  But not respect~ ~It can buy you a bed...  But not sleep~ ~It can buy you books...  But not knowledge~ ~It can buy you medicine...  But not health~ ~It can buy you blood...  But not life~ And it often causes pain and suffering, I tell you this because i am your friend, And as your friend i want to... Take away your pain and suffering
.................................................. ............................................ ........................ Send Me All Your Money...And I will suffer for you.  Cash only Please!!11月29日 ~The Taste Of Ink~ Helloooooooo People Of The Msn Space World!! Today has been very strange..for today i realised that you can never take away the looney inside someone. muhahahhaa Alsoo...Most of today wos shitty mock exams, That suck cock because 1. Im too dumb to answer any of the questions; a. Due to the fact our school is shit and i haven't learnt a damn thing the four years ive been there and b. We Learn everything else except the stuff on the exams!! 2. Learning is boring, who ever decided i need to waste my life on pointless exams and pointless learning, that will never come in handy should realise that they make our poor little lifes hell!!!!! Blah.... Urm...what else was there...*thinks hard and long* Well i have no idea what it was and assuming you dont give a shit i shall leave it at that today folks now remember Have Fun And Smile!! loadsa love   Is it worth it can you even hear me? Standing with your spotlight on me Not enough to feed the hungry I'm tired and I've felt it for a while now In this sea of lonely The taste of ink is getting old It's four o' clock in the fucking morning Each day gets more and more like the last day Still I can see it coming While I'm standing in the river drowning This could be my chance to break out This could be my chance to say goodbye At last it's finally over Couldn't take this town much longer Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be Now I'm ready to be free (Chorus) So here I am it's in my hand And I'll savor every moment of this So here I am alive at last And I'll savor every moment of this And won’t you think I’m pretty When I’m standing top the bright lit city And I’ll take your hand and pick you up And keep you there so you can see As long as you’re alive and care I promise I will take you there And we’ll drink and dance the night away We’ll drink and dance the night away (Repeat Chorus) Savor every moment of this As long as you're alive Here I am I promise I will take you there As long as you're alive Here I am I promise I will take you there And won’t you think I’m pretty When I’m standing top the bright lit city And I’ll take your hand and pick you up And keep you there so you can see it As long as you’re alive and care I promise I will take you there As long as you’re alive and care I promise I will take you there (repeat Chorus) Savor every moment of this (x3)  11月22日 ~Not Listening~ Give yourself a medal if you think your bi... that all of a sudden you fancy not only the opposite sex but the same sex tooo. One kiss while you wos drunk has suddenly made you feel like you actually want a relationship with them... opps i mean you want to have sex and look kool... just because everyone else thinks they are bi too and are doing it. yeah goo you...your big now arnt you!! Hmm...people make you laugh dont they? they are just sooo god damn kool. haha well anyways i think that people who think that labelling themselves is kool should drop dead. 1. because no one gives a shit what you are. 2. your gay...go buy a brain, a personality and some individuality. 3. stop being someone your not morons. This doesn'y appeal to stiffy... who is now 'emo' and intends to pose and take pics of herself pretendin to shoot herself. she is different to the rest of them...she is sexy well ... yeah ... great blog today i know!! so have fun and remeber if your anything other than you die. because your time here is pointless. oo and smile too aparently its good for u... not been proven to me as of yet but hey it makes u like nicer. loadsa love   sooo emo!!
I'm not listening, not anymore The more I learn, the more I ignore I'm not listening, not anymore The more I hear, the more I ignore I'm not listening, not anymore, No Cause You gotta be bigger, be faster, be stronger if your gonna survive any longer in this lifetime, it better be the right time the first time might be your last time am I a failure if I got nothing to lose No, I'm not a failure, I got something to prove Chorus: I'm not listening, not anymore The more I learn, the more I ignore I'm not listening, not anymore The more I hear, the more I ignore, the more I ignore Cause I've lost my innocence and I'm a stranger, A life changer I'm a man thats not afraid of danger I walk my own path, and blaze my own trail because I'm not afraid to derail I won't get in line or be a middle man so fuck you I'll make my own plan and I got respect and I dont neglect the people that I really care to protect am I a failure, if I got nothing to lose No, I'm not a failure, I got something to prove Chorus I told you before, wont listen anymore I told you before, lets settle the score I told you before, wont listen anymore I told you before, lets settle the score If not them then who? If not now then when? Chorus I told you before, wont listen anymore I told you before, lets settle the score I told you before, wont listen anymore I told you before, lets settle the score Set it off right now Blow it up, set it off Fuck it up, set it off Blow it up, Blow it up right now 10月6日 ~It isn't love~
Do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don’t want to hurt them? Do you tell them everyday their the only one you think of? Incomprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?
 10月5日 ~Not Even A Smile In Sight~ Well theres feeling like shit and then theirs feeling so fucking bad you begin to wana hurl. That basically sums up today really...things started out as the 'just feeling like shit' and then suddenly progressed to 'Things cant get any worse than this' I mean one minute things are just great, going your way and all that and then its like being hit by lightening and your luck running out and everything starts to SUCK major big time. WHY? why cant life just be simple for once?? isit too much to ask for? Im not feeling low, maybe a little tired but not low I just feel that life stabs you in the back when you need it the least. Running away would only add to the problems but it feels like the only one thing i could ever do to get away, away from friends, away from family and away from me. Im not feeling sorry for myself, infact i have a great life most of the time and im greatful for all i have. BUT knowing what 'a great life' is, is knowing what 'a shit life' is. Sometimes i doubt whether i can call my 'best mates' friends at all seeing as after all they are not always there when u need em the most or willing to help you when u feel down because to them it seems as if your no different to anyone else so therefore u feel like everyone else when they are down but in some cases they might not even be able to imagine what you are going through. Friends arnt people who are their to help you out once and that be that, friends are their to help you through your highs and your lows and help you out wenever need be. But how can a friend be someone you cant trust, and mostly someone you cant talk to. We all have our own individual problems and emotional pain but why should anyone deserve to feel down and miserable with their life just because the rest of the world does to? People shouldnt think just because my life sucks so should everyone else's they should help people to get through hard times they go through and atleast make one persons life happier even if theirs sucks. Well my ramble on is finished, feel free to leave a comment if you know what the heck im going on about or feel the same as me. Have fun and Try to Smile loadsa luv  9月10日 ~Don't Waste What You Have~ heya people, Friday today woohoo...this week seems to have gone considerably fast which is kool. This blog is just random thoughts about life really I been doing a lot of thinking lately...And no I havent had a brain transplant. But anyways Its quite strange how people seem so happy with their lives yet deep down the pain they feel is hid away so well no one really knows what they go through. Sometimes I just wish I could change peoples veiws and the way they feel for certain things so they dont have to hurt anymore. I used to think that there was no point to living really and life didnt really have a meaning. I guess i still dont have any idea of what the meaning of life is but who even said there was one. Today I watched a film and I learned a lot from it, One main thing being that you should never take people for granted especially the ones you love. You never know when you might not see someone ever again so you should make every chance you get with them special and show them how much they mean to you. If you've ever been in love, your know it hurts to let the obe you love go even if it is the right thing to do. Things happen for a reason and people should realise they have to accept that. Theres no point trying to fix something thats just going to repeat again, Everyone knows that but some people cant accept the way things are. It took me nerly a year to realise that and the time ive wasted on something i knew was over was pointless. I always knew that things could never go back to how they used to be but still in my mind something was holding me back from moving on and it took a mate to realise that. She's basically going through the same thing i was and trying to make her realise its not worth crying over is more than a challenge. But looking at her reminded me of how i used to be, depressed, sad and just stupid. And if theirs any advice i can give to anyone going through the same sorta thing Just remember to be greatful for the things you have and dont dwell on the things you don't. If we always had what we wanted...we would never get anywhere. So dont waste what you have always take advantage of them. Well after all of that im finally finished woohoo!! so have fun and smile loadsa luv   9月6日 ~Happyness~
Heyaz Everyone!! Well Summer Holz are over now and it wos back to school for me today. I wos pleasantly surprised as the day didn't bore me to much although the reason for that wos probably because we started at 11 hehe. It wos good to see my mates again especially since i had been away a bit in the summer holz and busy doing over stuff that I didn't really have time to hang out with everyone. Maths is always brilliant with nikki, rach and betty. Its a great laugh and we always end up in histerics for some reason or other. And nikki's a case she really is
she got a det on the first day back haha Never thought id see that coming!! No matter how much i actually complain about hating school i kinda enjoy going now. I spoze the fact that its my last year and the time has flown past from starting secondary that i realised i might aswell make the most of the time left as people have made comments on how much they miss it after they've left. With that i have come to the conclusion that my attendance is gonna be above average for the rest of this year. Unfortuanatly I have two holidays coming up soo that will affect my attendance. But other than that my attendance is gunna be the best its ever been... Good luck to me hehe And Thats it for today folks Have fun and Smile loadsa luv 9月1日 ~What To Believe??~
8月18日 ~funnyness~ Heyaz guyz,
Hope your all alrite  Hada Fun day today, lol Check out the pics...some are a lil weird!! Me and my Girlies, stiff miester and Ermy spent our day fucking bout down eastrop park...muhahaha and they got burnt..... Gutted guys but i have just two words for ya... 'Sun Lotion' ahahaha Today's Blog is a pink Theme because....itis ok!! The summer holidays are going too fast and i wnat them too sow down I still have way loads too doo but the days are going and we only have like 2 weeks left OOoo How gay!!  LOl I can get a job now though lol, i got my national insurance number through in the post whilst i wos at my auntiesss woohoo!! And OMG!! im 16 in 4 monthes.....wooooooooo Only 1 more year til i can legally drive....i cant waitand less than a year at school damn...its gone fast!! wooooo i cant wait though muhahhaa Well ima leave it at that today hope your all having a wicked summer holz like moi hehe Have fun and smile Loadsa luv  8月17日 ~Secrets Of Love~ The first secret? the power of THOUGHT.
 ~The Male Brain ~ Whatever you think he's thinking is probably right. 8月16日 ~I care about you~
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. break theirs. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own... to. that other person was too afraid to let you? much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Rejection was too hard to handle? Don’t know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. have done, or could have had. goodbye? What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? with all of my family and they know I love them?
People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. you would be in my heart. Would I be in yours?
You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that.
So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,
I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE about friends Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will.
Remember, everyone needs a friend someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and ..... always will..
I care about YOU !! 8月15日 ~Rose~ A ROSEA lovely rose with petals soft
A scent so sweet and light
So beautiful a flower
With colours shining bright.
But something not so savory
About the fragrant rose -
The thorns, so sharp upon the stem,
That sharpen as it grows.
Yet still lovely is the flower
Despite the thorns that prick
Just as life and love are sweet
They too have thorns that stick.
But do not fear to live or love,
Life's not exempt from pain -
So pick a rose, you may get hurt,
But you will also gain
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